Selected Backlist
The Animal Hedge
The Borning Room
Bull Run
The Half-a-Moon Inn
I Am Phoenix: Poems for Two Voices
Joyful Noise: Poems for Two Voices
Lost!: A Story in String
Saturnalia
Seedfolks
Seek
Weslandia
Whirligig
Los Angeles! City of tanned shoulders! Smog-spewing,
pay-per-viewing, sit-com maker for the world! Mall builder!
Pierced-tongue purveyor of tacos! Surfboard toter, deal
closer, looter, shooter, barbecuer, black-jacketed valet
parker of a million BMWs! City of thronged roads! Drive-through
city! City whose dwellers see the sun through sunroofs,
its rays pouring through like revelation and tanning
the youthful, muscled, tattooed, sunscreened shoulders
of Los Angeles!
Probably half the people in this theater moved here
from there, right? You know what I'm talking about.
L.A. Home of drive-in movies. Also drive-through burgers,
bagels, banking, booze. Not to mention drive-in church.
And why not? What is sitting in church like? Gridlock,
without the bucket seats. In both cases, a good time
to clean under your nails. A chance for profound examination
of your behavior: "Why didn't I wait until rush
hour was over?" Staring at the head in front of
you, wondering if she did her hair by sticking it out
the window at the carwash. Wondering if God meant you
to wear bangs. Wondering when we can all go home.
Roads and revelation go together. Saint Paul had his
vision on the road to Damascus. Blinded him. Knocked
him flat on the ground.
Mine came on a road, too, in my twenty-fourth year.
In L.A., on the San Diego Freeway. Northbound, near
the Mulholland exit. A metaphysical, out-of-body, out-of-automobile
experience. A Scenic Vista vision of Los Angeles, of
the whole freeway of life.
Could we dim the lights just a little? Thanks.
Wow. Weird. That's exactly how it started with Saint
Paul. He looked up and saw light. A blazing light from
heaven. Struck him blind for three days.
Mine wasn't the three-day variety. It's been more than
a year and it's still with me, still revealing itself,
a flower in the mind, endlessly unfolding, a new petal
every day.
Mine also started with light. Or rather, lights. Red
lights. Thousands and thousands of them.
Copyright © 2003 Paul Fleischman