Author Biography
Jennifer Gonnerman is a staff writer for The
Village Voice, where she has reported on the criminal
justice system since 1997. Her article on which this book
is based won the Meyer Berger Award from the Columbia
University School of Journalism as well as the Livingston
Award for Young Journalists. She studied at Cambridge
University and received a B.A. from Columbia. She lives
in Brooklyn.
November 13
Chicago Humanities Festival
Northwestern University School of Law / 3:30 PM to 5:00
PM
Jennifer will be participating in a panel discussion
called "Redemption Time," about prison and rehabilitation,
as part of the Chicago Humanities Festival. The event
will be held in the Thorne Auditorium at 375 E. Chicago
Avenue. For
more information.
Excerpt from Life
on the Outside: The Prison Odyssey of Elaine Bartlett
by Jennifer Gonnerman.
Copyright © 2004
by Jennifer Gonnerman. To be published in March, 2004
by Farrar, Straus & Giroux, LLC. All rights reserved.
PART ONE
An Easy $2,500
1983-1984
CHAPTER 1
Twenty-six-year-old Elaine Bartlett cracked open the bedroom
closet and surveyed her options. She picked out a T-shirt,
a pair of Jordache jeans, a leather belt, and a brown
knit sweater with suede patches on the elbows. She fastened
a thin chain around her neck and slid a pair of gold hoops
in her ears. Then she checked herself in the mirror. The
day before, she had gotten a wet and set; the plastic
rollers were still in her hair. She picked a beige silk
scarf out of a drawer and tied it around her head.
Barefoot, she headed down the hall. She loved how the
plush carpet felt between her toes. People had told her
she was crazy to put carpet everywhere in her apartment,
even in the kitchen, but she had been dreaming of wall-to-wall
carpet for years. She had not been able to afford an interior
decorator, of course. Instead, she had studied photos
she had ripped out of glossy magazines. After seeing wall-to-wall
carpet in the pictures of every celebrity’s home,
she had been determined to settle for nothing less.
There had not been enough money to buy furniture for
every room, but she was especially proud of the living
room, which she had done all in white: three white leather
sofas, a white leather bar (even though she didn’t
drink), and, of course, white carpeting. Around the perimeter
were statues: a tiger, an elephant, a giraffe. There was
also plenty of glass. The record player had glass doors,
and there were two glass tables. Not long ago, there had
been three glass tables, including one with a zebra statue
atop it. Then one day, her younger son, Jamel, had decided
to play cowboy, jumped on top of the zebra, and crashed
through the glass.
Friends had warned her about decorating her apartment
with so much glass when she had four young children, but
she hadn’t listened. She thought her home looked
glamorous. Anyone who saw a photograph of it certainly
would not think she was broke, and that was precisely
the point. Reality, of course, was a different story.
Her apartment was located in the Wagner Houses, a large
city housing project in East Harlem. Her rent was only
$127, but she scrambled every month to make the payment.
To support her family, she collected welfare and worked
off the books at a beauty parlor. Some nights she also
poured drinks at a local bar. Still, the cost of caring
for her four children—of buying food, clothes, and
diapers—regularly exceeded her income. She got a
little help from her boyfriend, Nathan Brooks, the father
of her two daughters, but he was often in jail. As for
the carpet and furniture, she hadn’t actually paid
for them all by herself. She’d had them on lay-away
for almost two years, then convinced her best friend,
a drug dealer named Littleboy, to pay the rest of the
bill.
Every year, her scramble for money intensified in the
weeks before Thanksgiving. Today was November 8, 1983;
Thanksgiving was only sixteen days away. Organizing a
huge feast was a Bartlett family tradition, and this year
she wanted to invite everyone over to her place. Now that
she had all this new furniture, she was eager to show
it off. The party promised to be expensive, but in recent
weeks she had stumbled upon a plan to earn some extra
cash.
All weekend long, Nathan had told her that her plan was
a mistake. “It doesn’t sound right,”
he’d said over and over. But now she did not have
time to discuss the matter anymore. She dressed her daughters,
three-year-old Satara and one-year-old Danae. Then she
took them over to Nathan’s mother, who lived next
door. Her sons, ten-year-old Apache and six-year-old Jamel,
were already at her own mother’s apartment downtown.
It was nearly 8:00 a.m.: she had to hurry. As Nathan watched,
she grabbed her pocketbook and marched out.
Most mornings, she headed to work, walking north three
blocks, then west on 125th Street until she reached the
125 Barber Shop and Beauty Shop. Often she had at least
two children with her. She could never make it down those
four long blocks on 125th Street without sparking a small
commotion. “Hey, Big Red!” the country boys
would shout when she strolled by, “See her calves?
She got good strong calves. She’s a breeder. She
can have some more kids. She ain’t finished yet.”
The men on the street always called her “Big Red”—the
same nickname they gave every big-boned, light-skinned
woman. The name stuck. Everyone at the beauty parlor called
her Big Red, too. All day long, customers appeared in
the doorway and asked, “Is Big Red in?” Four
barber chairs filled the front of the shop, and a row
of shoe-shine stands lined one wall. Elaine’s customers
knew that to get to the beauty parlor, they had to walk
through the barbershop and into a back room.
She had been working here for nearly nine years, though
she did not have a hairdresser’s license. She rented
a booth for fifty-five dollars a day, then kept everything
else she earned. On a good day, she left with two or three
hundred dollars.
While she worked, her children played at the arcade
next door, with the older children minding the younger
ones. Whenever they needed more quarters, they sprinted
through the barbershop to find her. And whenever she got
a break, she went next door, joining them in a game of
Pac-Man or Frogger.
The barbershop was always buzzing with the news of the
day. Nicky Barnes, the notorious drug kingpin, had been
testifying recently in court, squealing on his former
business partners. One year earlier, the movie 48
Hours had opened, and some people were calling Eddie
Murphy the new Richard Pryor. And now Jesse Jackson had
just announced that he was going to run for president.
To most people here, he was far more appealing than the
current crop of politicians: Mayor Koch, Governor Cuomo,
and President Reagan.
Like many businesses along 125th Street, this barbershop
was a magnet for anyone trying to make a dollar. Numbers
runners stopped in all day long, taking bets from employees
and customers alike. Boosters parked a van out front and
walked in with armloads of stolen goods: sneakers, boots,
underwear, cosmetics, socks, radios, even slabs of meat.
Elaine rarely had to go shopping anymore; everything she
needed, she could buy here for discount rates.
Almost everyone who came into the beauty parlor was
black. One of the few exceptions was Charlie. He was the
friend of a coworker, and he stopped in all the time.
Elaine figured he had some sort of hustle, just like everybody
else. Maybe he was a numbers runner; maybe a small-time
drug dealer. She had seen him at parties, and he was always
getting high. Although she’d known him for only
a few months, she considered him a friend.
Charlie knew Elaine was always looking for a way to
make some extra money. Four days earlier, at 10:30 on
a Friday evening, he had visited her apartment to talk
about a deal he wanted her to do for him. While her boyfriend
Nathan was in the back room, Charlie had spelled out his
plan. He knew a couple of people in Albany who wanted
to buy a package of cocaine, but they didn’t want
to come to New York City. If she carried the package to
Albany, a two-and-a-half-hour train ride away, he would
pay her $2,500. The way he described it, the plan sounded
perfectly simple.