Thank you very much.
I'm stunned, I'm deeply honored, I think it's quite
possible tomorrow or sometime before Christmas it
will snow in Havana. If I received this award, it
is possible.
The sweetest and deepest
irony is that this book is the result of my night
job, because up till now I've only written scholarly
books. I devoted time at night to writing this book.
I have a long list of people to thank, first and foremost,
my wife, Jane, who made this laurel wreath for me
to wear whether or not I received the award because
at home I am the winner. I have Jane to thank for
so,so many things.
I remember one moment,
a deep dark moment, we were in Madrid. I was there
on a Fulbright doing research on a book that I think
has been read by maybe 500 people on the globe on
attitudes towards death and the afterlife in 16th
century Spain. But I had no contract for that book,
as a matter of fact, I had no contracts at all. I
had a very, very thick folder of rejection letters
for my first book which I think has been read by maybe
505 people on the globe on the Protestant rejection
of Catholic symbols and Catholic ritual.
A month prior to this
event in Madrid, on a beautiful park overlooking the
western edge of Madrid, which was strewn with broken
bottles - I had just received a rejection letter from
a press I shall not mention and Jane encouraged me
to keep going, keep going and keep going. She said
you should keep going and I did and here I am.
I have to thank my
three children, John Carlos, Grace, and Bruno, to
whom I read this book as I was writing it. Every night
I would sit down to write between 10:00 p.m. and 2:00,
3:00 a.m. and then the following night I would read
to them what I had written the previous night. They
were the best, most honest and most loving critics
I have ever had. Whenever they said something wasn't
fair, that's not fair to keep us in suspense, I took
it very seriously.
I have my agent to
thank, Alice Martell, my guardian angel. I have Martha
Levin, my editor at Free Press to thank. Rachel Klayman,
my editor who helped me shape the manuscript into
its present form. I have Sara Schneider, my publicist,
to thank for her wonderful work, and all the folks
at the Free Press, who have done such a wonderful,
wonderful job and have always made me feel as if I'm
sitting on top of the world. Now I realize I am. My
world, anyway.
I also want to mention
something which frames this book and this is not a
sweet irony at all, it's actually a very sad irony.
Had I written this book in my native land, I would
be in prison. As we sit here enjoying this dinner,
there is one country on earth, Cuba, which is dead
set and has been dead set since 1959 on repressing
thought, repressing expression. There is no freedom
to write, there is no freedom to read. Everything
that the National Book Foundation stands for is negated
in Cuba on a daily basis. There are people in Cuba
now in prisons that aren't fit for even animals. Their
crime? Writing.
There are actually
several people who are in prison for establishing
libraries. Hard to believe but true, nonetheless.
It is these very, very brave men and women that I
would like to dedicate this National Book Award to,
the people in prison who cannot speak their minds
without paying the heaviest price of all. And may
it not only snow in Havana some time soon, may they
be able to speak freely once and for all. Thank you
very much.
Transcript
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