My Dreadful Body

Longlist, National Book Awards 2026 for Translated Literature

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ISBN 9781954404410
New Vessel Press
Egana Djabbarova headshot
Egana Djabbarova

Egana Djabbarova, born into an Azerbaijani family in Yekaterinburg, Russia, is a poet, essayist, scholar, and the author of several collections of poetry. Having been forced to flee Russia in 2024 because of her LGBTQ activism and opposition to the war in Ukraine, she lives in Hamburg, Germany. More about this author >

Lisa C. Hayden headshot
Lisa C. Hayden

Lisa C. Hayden is a literary translator who received her MA in Russian Literature from the University of Pennsylvania. She spent six years in Moscow and lives in Maine. More about this author >

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A debut novel about a young woman’s vexed coming of age in a traditional Azerbaijani community in Russia, grappling under the weight of Muslim patriarchal norms and a debilitating neurological condition. The mysterious affliction leaves her unable to control her muscles, plagued by pain and speech disorders, defying diagnosis. Addressing each body part with the scrupulousness of a medical researcher, the narrator explores memories, traditions, and taboos related to her physical self. In the process, a woman once destined for the role of a beautiful marriageable daughter comes to be perceived as damaged goods. Egana Djabbarova unveils a hidden world in which illness unexpectedly facilitates her liberation.

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