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Arabic Literature in English Translation: A Contemporary and Very Incomplete Selection
By Omar El Akkad

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Omar El Akkad author photo
Omar El Akkad (Photo credit: Kateshia Pendergrass)

The official language of Qatar, where I spent most of my childhood, is Arabic. As most Arabic speakers will tell you, the language as spoken shifts constantly from dialect to dialect as you move across North Africa and West Asia. Classical, formal Arabic, an incredibly difficult thing to master, anchors the whole region—you’ll hear it often on the nightly news, academic lectures, political speeches. But try to speak exclusively formal Arabic anywhere in the Arab world, and you’re likely to get looks. Duolingo and other language-learning apps tend to opt for the dialect of El Sham, the region that, very broadly, covers all or parts of Syria and Lebanon and Jordan. It’s a dialect that will probably allow you to get by most anywhere. Egyptian Arabic—my Arabic, the language of my kin—is sort of analogous to the dialect of South Boston or The Bronx or the Valley: culturally iconic in its colloquialisms and shorthand, thanks in no small part to decades and decades of films and TV shows set here and featuring this accent. Qatari Arabic has much in common with other Khaleeji dialects, and is full of phrases I love, such as “Esh Lonak?” (this is an incredibly ballpark transliteration, if I’m being honest). Its practical meaning is basically, How are you? Literally, it translates to, “What is your color?” I find something comforting about color as a proxy for state of mind, the way it so readily appears in so many languages and cultures, the way here, where I live now, nobody bats an eye at the thought of feeling blue. Ironically, in Qatari Arabic, you don’t answer Eish Lonak with a color, any more than you answer, “How’s it going?” with a direction.

(Another meeting point across languages I love: the way the longer you marinate in a place, the more letters fall off the pronunciation of words and phrases. Technically, that Qatari phrase should sound like, “Eish Lonak,” but over time becomes something closer to “’Sh lon’.” The way Toronto, after you’ve lived there a while, becomes Tr’naw. The way New Orleans becomes Nawl’. A sense of belonging expressed in the form of negative space).

In reality, Qatar’s most frequently spoken language, in a country where the vast majority of residents are from somewhere else, is a mash-up: all manner of Arabic tongues, the formal English of signage and the cultural English of movies and music, Hindi greetings and curse words, a smattering of Pakistani, Filipino, a dozen other languages. It’s a beautiful thing, I realize now in hindsight, at once able to shake hands with so much of the wider world, and yet so thoroughly of this place and time. My first language is Egyptian Arabic, I am most fluent in what might be described as British-underpinned, American-dominated English, but Qatar’s hybrid dialect, which I only ever speak with a few of my old high school friends, is the language that makes me feel most comfortable in my own skin.

All this is to say, I’ve created the list below not only as a means of introducing Western readers to books by Arab authors they may not have otherwise heard of or read, but also because they represent careful, deeply skilled acts of translation. There is a tendency, when Arabic is translated into English, to err on the side of melodrama: “Aywa, ya basha,” translated from an Egyptian text, should probably end up as something like, “Yes, sir,” or “You got it,” depending on the context, but if the translator has a propensity for exotism, you might end up with “I concur, my class superior!” or some other deranged formality. To their credit, these translations don’t do that.

This is by no means a comprehensive list, nor is it a “best-of,” in any sense. It’s simply a few recommendations of relatively contemporary books (or translations) that I found to be beautiful works of literature. I recommend them all wholeheartedly.

Frankenstein in Baghdad book cover
Frankenstein in Baghdad
9780143128793
Penguin Books / Penguin Random House

Ahmed Saadawi, Frankenstein in Baghdad
Translated from the Arabic by Jonathan Wright

The premise of this novel—a take on the Mary Shelley original, set during the brutal invasion of Iraq, in which the reanimated creature is stitched together from the limbs of bombing victims—makes it sound a lot more action-packed than it is. Instead, Saadawi’s brilliant book is far more quiet and contemplative than the vast majority of novels I’ve read about an illegal war that left up to a million innocent people dead, a war for which no one in any position of real power has ever been held accountable. It is a stunning meditation on the cyclical absurdity of violence, as relevant today as it was more than a decade ago.

Slipping book cover
Slipping
9781949641165
Two Lines Press

Mohamed Kheir, Slipping
Translated from the Arabic by Robin Moger

It’s common, when talking to non-Arabs about Arabic literature generally and Egyptian literature especially, to revert to the modern greats—Taha Hussein, Naguib Mahfouz—for the same reason one often reverts to the likes of Ernest Hemmingway and F. Scott Fitgerald when American literature undergoes the same kind of discussion. But as with any literature, there are waves: authors and movements that shift the terms of engagement, move the plates around. Mohamed Kheir is part of one such movement within Egyptian writing, and has been for decades. Slipping is perhaps my favorite of his books, though it’s hard to choose. It’s also hard to describe a novel that so often feels like a lucid dream. Indeed, much of Slipping is about dreams, and what happens when dreams don’t come true. In this sense, the novel is heavily influenced by the effects and aftereffects of the Arab Spring. But it is also an incredible study of contemporary Egyptian life and culture, full of deeply human characters, even as the novel itself slips in and out of dream states. As a bonus, the translation of this book was done by Robin Moger, who is, I think, my favorite translator alive. As a general rule, if he chooses to translate a book, I’m reading that book.

The Queue book cover
The Queue
9781612195162
Melville House Publishing

Basma Abdel Aziz, The Queue
Translated from the Arabic by Elisabeth Jaquette

After many decades of having to live under deeply oppressive, authoritarian regimes, Arab writers have developed a rich lineage of subversive writing: stories that carry out their indictments under the surface. It is, in many ways, a necessary skill set, one the writer must become fluent in so as to stave off the wrath of fragile, vicious political administrations. It has much in common with literary traditions throughout Latin America, contemporary forms in China, and, increasingly, the literatures of the United States (though such currents have existed here for a long time: one thinks, for example, of the detective-noir pastiches of previous century, written by Black American writers, in which the reader wonders who the killer is, only to realize this country is the killer). Basma Abdel Aziz’s The Queue is an exceptional example of this kind of writing. In Egypt, after an unnamed, failed uprising (you know which one), people are forced to line up outside a central authority (you know which one) building to receive permission for even the most basic things. As one of the character inches closer to death while trying to obtain government proof that he’s been shot, others in the queue must confront what it means to obey at all costs. Anyone who has ever tried to get anything done via the Egyptian bureaucracy will find a lot of this book to be an extrapolation of something deeply, deeply familiar.

The Annotated Arabian Nights book cover
The Annotated Arabian Nights: Tales from 1001 Nights
9781631493638
Liveright / W. W. Norton & Company

Edited by Paulo Lemos Horta, The Annotated Arabian Nights: Tales from 1001 Nights
Translated from the Arabic by Yasmine Seale

I’m a bit biased, because I wrote a foreword to this edition of what is perhaps the best-known Arabic text other than the Quran. But you can skip that foreword entirely—the reason to read this book is, principally, Yasmine Seale’s brilliant, illuminating translation. Unlike several previous translations that took a There-Be-Dragons approach not only to the text, but to the region it originated from, resulting in sometimes-condescending, sometimes-just-plain-weird interpretations, Seale lets the stories breathe. This is especially important for a compendium of tales with tales, in which the telling of the story is often as important as the story itself—literally lifesaving, in the case of the primary narrator. Paulo Horta also does amazing scholarly work on the origins of several stories, previously either disputed or wrongly attributed, and in the process helps clarify the canon. This is easily my favorite translation of a text that has been in my life as far back as I can remember.

Velvet book cover
Velvet
9789774169304
The American University in Cairo Press

Huzama Habayeb, Velvet
Translated from the Arabic by Kay Heikkinen

This is a novel about a girl in a Palestinian refugee camp. As such, it is by necessity a story about survival amidst miserable conditions. But it is also (by necessity as well, because this is just as much a part of being human as survival is) a novel about joy: the pursuit of it, the learning of a skill, the creation of place and meaning, the finding of love. Hawwa, the central character, is so utterly full: fully realized, never upended in some contrived way to fit any outsider’s gaze. This is all a testament to Habayeb’s skill: in her hands, an act as seemingly straightforward as learning to sew can become both literally and metaphorically binding, can turn stars into a constellation.

No Knives in the Kitchens of This City book cover
No Knives in the Kitchens of This City
9789774167812
Hoopoe / The American University in Cairo Press

Khaled Khalifa, No Knives in the Kitchens of This City
Translated from the Arabic by Leri Price

I love all of Khalifa’s work that I’ve read, but this is by far my favorite of his novels. Ironically, I can’t really tell you why, and in addition, the very few Westerners I know who’ve read the book didn’t like it at all. In the most superficial sense, No Knives tells the story of multiple members of a single family in Allepo over the course of about 40 years, from the 1960s to not long before the revolution and subsequent civil war that caused so much suffering to so many Syrians. It’s one of those books that feels like a whole world. There’s no real narrative throughline, simply people and places and ways of living that contain, among them, not a single false-sounding note. It’s an exceptional account of what it means to exist simultaneously within one’s cultural and political conditions, and in spite of them. Khalifa’s later novel, Death Is Hard Work (2019 National Book Award Finalist), which takes place amidst the worst of Syria’s civil conflict (and which was also translated into English), is probably the more accessible work. But I think this one is the masterpiece.

Minor Detail book cover
Minor Detail
9780811229074
New Directions

Adania Shibli, Minor Detail
(2020 National Book Award Finalist)
Translated from the Arabic by Elisabeth Jaquette

Minor Detail is the most impactful novel I’ve read in the last decade, and maybe the best outright. It is short, sharp, and centered on atrocities committed by an Israeli soldier against a Bedouin girl in the summer of 1949. That time period is the focus of the novel’s first half. In the second half, set in contemporary times, a woman tries to find details of what happened to that girl. I won’t go any further into the plot, except to say this novel has an ending that stays with me to this day. It is, simply, a magnificent piece of literature, devastating and unadorned, not a single word wasted.

Read with NBF | The Intentions of Thunder

This is an exclusive poem, written and shared by Patricia Smith.

The first poems were pimpled, frenetic, their voices
cracking while they swooned under abstracts—love,
loneliness, grief—for the want of rhyme. A splintered
stage groaned beneath my pacing while daydreamers
and day drinkers hefted scorecards, rated every sniff,
every syllable, and I swear, I thoroughly believed the
crazy clink in Patsy Cline’s dead throat—like her, I
memorized the most incredulous moments of myself,
pages of missing son, brutal mother, and much of
a murdered daddy with his loud golden teeth dimmed.
By the time I gathered the end, every page weighed
heavy on my old shoulders. No one held up a score.
Instead, gray beamed silver. That’s how I knew I’d won.

hand holds the book The Intentions of Thunder

Learn more here about The Intentions of Thunder, Winner of the 2025 National Book Award for Poetry.

This is an exclusive poem, written and shared by Patricia Smith.

The first poems were pimpled, frenetic, their voices
cracking while they swooned under abstracts—love,
loneliness, grief—for the want of rhyme. A splintered
stage groaned beneath my pacing while daydreamers
and day drinkers hefted scorecards, rated every sniff,
every syllable, and I swear, I thoroughly believed the
crazy clink in Patsy Cline’s dead throat—like her, I
memorized the most incredulous moments of myself,
pages of missing son, brutal mother, and much of
a murdered daddy with his loud golden teeth dimmed.
By the time I gathered the end, every page weighed
heavy on my old shoulders. No one held up a score.
Instead, gray beamed silver. That’s how I knew I’d won.

hand holds the book The Intentions of Thunder

Learn more here about The Intentions of Thunder, Winner of the 2025 National Book Award for Poetry.

Read with NBF | We Are Green and Trembling

Photographs and captions shared with permission by Gabriela Cabezón Cámara, Robin Myers, and photographer Emilio White.

Gabriela Cabezón Cámara, author of We Are Green and Trembling, took a trip to the jungle with the nature photographer Emilio White–a trip that had a powerful influence on writing the novel that won the 2025 National Book Award for Translated Literature.

Take a look at the photos below, and join us for a conversation with Gabriela Cabezón Cámara and translator Robin Myers on Friday, March 20, 2026. To register, click here.

tapir poking head out of water

Tapir: el mamífero más grande en Sudamérica. / Tapir: the largest mammal in South America.

swimming session in front of a waterfall in the Paraná River

Disfrutando de una caída de agua en el Río Paraná / Enjoying a waterfall in the Paraná River.

Yacutinga birds in the Uragua-í River

Yacuntingas en el arroyo Urugua-í / Yacutinga birds (black-fronted piping guans) in the Uragua-í River.

Three people in the foliage of Iguazú National Park

Esperando al tapir en el Parque Nacional Iguazú junto al fotógrafo Emilio White y al guardaparques Makoviac. / Waiting for the tapir in Iguazú National Park with the photographer Emilio White and park ranger Makoviac.

Read with NBF | The Teacher of Nomad Land

Enjoy an exclusive peek at the variety of covers that were considered for The Teacher of Nomad Land: A World War II Story by Daniely Nayeri, Winner of the 2025 National Book Award for Young People’s Literature. The covers were designed by artist Jim Tierney, who also designed the type and the entire book, and see how they evolved over time. On the topic of the cover, Daniel says:

“When I heard Jim Tierney was doing the book cover I knew we were in good hands. If you haven’t seen the slew of brilliant illustrations he’s delivered for books in all sorts of categories in the past few years, then I would encourage you to take a look. The challenge was always going to be too many good choices, and that’s exactly what we got in his first pass. I particularly loved one cover that depicted palm trees and planes in the sky through a traditional Persian scalloped pattern. But in the end, that one felt like a novel for adult audiences. We needed the sense of adventure and young protagonists in peril. For that, he had a lovely take on the Rückenfigur with two siblings looking out onto a vast landscape that conveyed war, wilderness, Iran, and the time period all at once. We knew we couldn’t pass that one up.”

Read with NBF | Photographic Companion to Soldiers and Kings

Exclusive photos to accompany Soldiers and Kings

Shared with permission by Jason De León and Viking Books / Penguin Random House.

Train Tracks

 

(Photo Credit: Jason De León)

“Pakal-Ná in Chiapas in Mexico is a poem, a bloodletting, a roadside memorial, a wish.

Laughter echoing from inside a dark place. Blinding heat. Clothes wet with jungle. Railroad ties shiny and smooth from a million frantic foot-steps. It is the sun reflected off sharpened metal. A rooster screaming. A man screaming. Hope and hopelessness. Desire and greed. Pakal-Ná in Chiapas in Mexico is the center of migrant worlds that disappear only to re-make themselves in new outlines and shadows.”

(Excerpt from Jason De León’s Soldiers and Kings, p. 41)

 

(Photo Credit: Jason De León)

“In the wake of crackdowns on Central Americans riding freight trains across Mexico, the journey has increasingly become one undertaken on foot. To get from a place like Corozal to Pakal-Ná now often means walking almost 200 kilometers. This means sometimes cutting through dense jungle to evade immigration checkpoints, and other times taking to the highway to circumvent choke points in the woods where bandits are lying in wait. All along the way the group will forage for food and shelter like hunter-gatherers in Converse sneakers and soccer jerseys.

They march through blistering days and humid nights. They memorize the backs of their companions’ heads, and their gaits. They watch their shoes disintegrate in real time. When sleep comes, it’s restless and in road-side ditches and behind chicken coops. So much stopping and hiding and waiting for unseen villains to pass. They tell dick jokes and talk about the money and babies they are going to make in the near future. Some in the group wonder what drove their guides to leave home and end up on the tracks. Did they kill someone, or is someone trying to kill them? Maybe it’s both.

A prune-faced old lady in tired-looking sandals sells them beans and tortillas from her plywood shanty a few hundred feet from the highway. For ten pesos they wash up at her pila out back. The guides eat for free (of course) and charge their cell phones inside her house before they move on.

Later, they are dying of thirst when a greasy kid emerges from the jungle like a fairy from a fever dream—an angel carrying a bucket of cold bottles of water and warm baleadas that his grandma learned to make after so many requests from road-weary Hondurans looking for a taste of home.”

(Excerpt from Jason De León’s Soldiers and Kings, pp. 51-52)

Safe House

 

(Photo Credit: Jason De León)

“The dark room is dingy and overcrowded. Stained bedrolls, cracked plastic chairs, improvised furniture. A thick blanket covers a tiny barred window. It muffles the cacophony of Mexico City outside and keeps out the prying eyes of immigration officials and thieves. The only light in the room emanates from an opaque bare bulb in the ceiling that gives the impression that it is eleven p.m., not eleven a.m. Snoop sits at a small wooden table working through a hangover and fiddling with the makings of a joint. Ramos, who looks fifteen but is pushing twenty- two, lies on a yellowed mattress, playing DJ on his phone, which is connected to a nearby portable stereo. The deafening volume from the speakers has been shaking the walls since early this morning. Biggie. T.I. Wiz Khalifa. Kevin Gates. Young Thug.

In this tiny room, phones are always ringing, accompanied by a relentless thumping bass, a television on full blast, and a lot of screaming, dancing, and singing. It’s the soundtrack to young men killing time while living on the edge of something dangerous. The twenty- four- hour party vibe makes this place feel like a fraternity, not a migrant safe house. There are some nights I worry that the floor is literally going to cave in from all of us jumping up and down while singing along to 2Pac. There are other nights I’m genuinely concerned someone is going to take a knife to the chest because they didn’t speak to a stranger properly or they looked at someone sideways. The working-class Mexican neighbors never complain about the noise made at all hours by the black Honduran smugglers who occupy several rooms in this apartment complex. This is because the entire building (and colonia) is controlled by MS-13, who make good money collecting rent and a head tax from the many smugglers and migrants who come and go.This isn’t a place where you call the police. This is a place where you mind your own business.”

(Excerpt from Jason De León’s Soldiers and Kings, pp. 154-155)

And while you read Soldiers and Kings, you can also discover the music that permeates the book and greatly influenced the author’s writing. Click here to listen to the playlist curated by Jason De León.

Read with NBF | Taiwan Travelogue Food Diaries

Shared with permission by Yáng Shuāng-zǐ, Lin King and Graywolf Press.

  1. 麻薏湯 / Muâ-Ínn-Thng / Jute Soup

The titular dish for Chapter III.

image of Jute Soup
(Photo Credit: Yáng Shuāng-zǐ and Lin King)

pp. 51-52:

Chi-chan chuckled. “You have remarkable hearing, Aoyama-sensei. Muâ-inn-thng is a soup made from newly grown jute leaves.”

“I would like to have this muâ-ínn-thng when we get back to Taichū.”

“Muâ-inn-thng does not taste good. Nor is it sold in markets.”

I feigned surprise. “Oh, really? It doesn’t taste good?”

Curled lips. “It is very bitter. Forget Mainlanders—even most Islanders would not think of drinking it.”

“In other words, it’s poor people’s food, correct?” Without waiting for her reaction, I pressed on. “As for why the markets don’t sell muâ-inn-thng, that’s because jute is used for making bags and ropes, so the jute leaves used in this soup must be a byproduct of the processing done on jute farms, correct? Which means that other than families who plant jute, only very poor families would make this soup, correct? I’ve heard of similar practices in Hokkaido and Ryūkyū. No—I’m sure that if I did some research, I would learn that people in Tōkyō do the same thing.”

pp. 62-64:

A soup made from young jute leaves.

When I first heard the description, I thought that one simply had to pick the newest leaves from a jute branch and throw them into boiling water. The reality was far more complex.

First, there was the task of breaking off the upper stem-the part that had yet to harden into stiff fiber-and picking off the edible leaves. While experienced jute pickers could distinguish the usable, tender leaves at a glance, novices could not necessarily tell the difference even when touching them. Even in a new leaf, the mid rib took up most of the surface area, and the actual tender areas were scant. By the time the rib was extracted, only two small half moons of leaf remained. Only a quarter or so of the original jute remained by the end of this process.

But the true test of one’s skills was only just beginning.

The first tools required were clean water and a woven bamboo pan. A very specific amount of force was required for crushing the leaves into small pieces against the pan; water was then poured across the bamboo to wash away the bitter sap. This process continued for quite a while, with the goal of ridding the leaves of their bitterest juices without destroying their taste and nutrition. Applying too much force would overpulverize the leaves, and they would wash away with the water, leaving behind only sparse veins.

Chi-chan spent roughly twenty minutes on this kneading process. Rather, I should say that she only spent twenty minutes, whereas someone as clumsy as I would conceivably have spent an hour or more. The task was considered complete when a large, blue-green ball of crushed leaf formed at the bottom of the bamboo pan. The volume had decreased again, but we were at last ready for the cooking stage.

We heated a large vat of water and added as many cubed yams as we wished. After it reached boil, we loosened the leaf ball with our fingers and placed it in the pot, where the jade chunks immediately dissolved. We kept up the high heat, stirred clockwise occasionally, and removed any white foam that formed on the surface. The unique and refreshing scent of jute grew gradually denser. Here, we added anchovies and a pinch of salt.

Oh, yes—we also washed and cooked rice while all this was taking place. One curious tip was that one had to add more water than usual when making the rice, even at the expense of diluting the taste, for it was necessary to collect a few spoons of the semiwhite water that formed on top. Adding the rice water to the muâ-ínn-thng made it smoother and sweeter.

“It might be called ‘poor people’s food,” I cried, plopping down on the wooden floor and stretching out my feet on the cool stepping stone, “but the number of steps it takes to make muâ-ínn-thng is no less involved than a banquet dish!”

Chi-chan, without responding, passed me a towel that she’d cooled with water from the well. The towel, pressed to my face, was a lifesaver.

Muâ-ínn-thng was a summer dish, but the picking, kneading, boiling, and stewing had taken over two hours in the heat of Taiwan’s July. My nails were blue, green, and black from the effort, and sweat had been pouring from my head ever since the boiling phase began. The ordeal of transforming jute into jute soup had proven both mentally and physically draining.

Chi-chan checked on the soup. “About five more minutes will do. Muâ-ínn-thng is excellent for cooling down the body, and some people prefer to drink it after leaving it out to cool. Aoyama-san can try the hot version first and the cooled version later.”

“Whoever came up with muâ-ínn-thng must have been quite

the gourmet!”

She smiled. “As far as I know, you are the first Mainlander ever to taste this soup. I warn you—it’s very, very bitter. Please do not expect anything delicious.”

pp. 66:

I immediately delivered a spoonful into my mouth.

How should I describe this taste?

Another spoonful, followed by another.

Another, then another.

“Please don’t force yourself.”

I finished the final piece of yam and raised the bowl to drain the rest of the soup, then let out a long exhale. “The bitterness has a sweet aftertaste, so in that sense it’s quite similar to tea.

This one bowl probably isn’t enough for me to truly understand the taste of muâ-ínn-thng, but no matter—I can have multiple bowls of this!”

  1. 熝湯糍 / Lug-Tong-Ci

Dish featured in Chapter IV.

Image of Lug-Tong-Ci
(Photo Credit: Yáng Shuāng-zǐ and Lin King)

pp. 85:

“Madame M recommended that you try lug-tong-ci, a Hakka glutinous rice dessert. During festivals, or during busy periods like planting or harvest seasons, landlords would roll mochi into flat rounds and add them to a sweet soup made from peanuts and ginger for everybody to share … hm? Is Aoyama-san not interested?” I downed the rest of my Calpis and let out a long exhale.

“Ah—that’s because the monster isn’t craving dessert right now!”

  1. 兜麵 / Tau-Mī / Potato Noodle Stew

The titular dish for Chapter X.

Image of Potato Noodle Stew
(Photo Credit: Yáng Shuāng-zǐ and Lin King)

pp. 228:

“It is the Islander New Year’s Eve this Saturday. I originally wanted to make for you a traditional New Year’s dish called tau-mī. It is a recipe that combines all the various ingredients of different New Year’s feasts—or, in other words, all the left-overs. Everything is added to a thick, starchy mixture made from sweet potato flour and stirred and stirred until it congeals into a semitransparent cake. This is a New Year’s dish from Shina’s Quánzhōu and is an auspicious symbol for the gathering and bringing together of different people. Tau-mī can be made from very modest ingredients or from lavish things like seafood, meat, vegetables, and bone broth. But whether plain or luxurious, a New Year’s Eve spent sharing tau-mi with Aoyama-san would no doubt have been a most joyful one.”

“You said ‘originally wanted to’ … does that mean you no longer plan to?”

“That’s right.”

I knitted my brows in pain.

 

Read with NBF | Kareem’s Dreams

Dear Reader,

While writing these new poems set in 2024, I thought deeply of what Kareem’s voice should sound like. As someone who would now be around 20 years old, I wondered how this would affect his view of the world pretty much repeating itself during the American elections of 2024. I wondered how this would affect his emotions—would he be stronger as a young man? Or would this devastate him once again?

The truth is, as an adult myself, I often put a lot of pressure on myself to be stronger than I was as a tween or a teenager. But really, our inner children are still present in our hearts. We all feel the same emotions we did as kids—the worry and the anger and the fear of the future. Sometimes, I feel like I want to find someone who is more adult than me who will tell me everything’s going to be okay. And I feel like I am 12 all over again.

But I think it’s okay if we don’t have all the answers.

Kareem at 20 sounds a lot like Kareem at 12. I think many of us watching this year’s elections also felt like we were swept back eight years ago too. We felt helpless…and angry.

Here’s a hug, and a moment to feel all the emotions.

It’s okay.

We did this once, and we can do it again. I know we’re tired, so so so tired, but we can start with small moments. Small acts of kindness and goodness that build a better future. Together, we can fight injustice and demand justice. Every small act counts.

“Hope is alive as long as we look for it” – Kareem Between

And I hope dear reader, that we, all of us, continue to look for it.

All my love,
Shifa Saltagi Safadi

This is an exclusive excerpt written by Shifa Saltagi Safadi, Winner of the 2024 National Book Award for Young People’s Literature. Shared with permission by Shifa Saltagi Safadi and Penguin Random House.

Kareem’s Dreams

by Shifa Saltagi Safadi

4/28/24

NFL Draft

After years of dreaming,
I declare
for the draft.

I wait…
and wait…
wait and wait…
but
the Bears don’t pick
me.

I try not to feel crushed, defeated, invisible,
but
I’m thrust
back in time,
to
seventh grade.

2017,
when my world spun
and
my
feet
uprooted
from the ground.

10/8/24

NFL Fact #50,000 (this number is an exaggeration, also known as a hyperbole): a fumble is when a player is trying to run with the ball, and it falls out of their hands.

As in,
I can’t believe I fumbled
the NFL Draft.

As in,
I can’t believe
I’m a player
without
a team.

Do Arab Americans
have a
place
in
American football?

The Jets
fired Robert Saleh
for wearing a Lebanese flag pin.

Well they say
they didn’t
for that reason,
but…
it certainly seems so.

How can a simple flag
from where a person’s from
be called
controversial?

Sounds a lot like
racism.

11/1/24

Back Yards

I was excited to vote
for the first time
but

we’re back here again.

Like last time.

How do we have
45 as an
option
again
in 2024?

Maybe it’s my fault
for thinking things
always end in victory.

Maybe it’s my fault for hoping.

After all,
the Bears are still
losing.

Even after
plenty of duaas,
and a whole lot of dreaming,
my favorite team keeps
tallying ‘Ls’.

Well,
they haven’t drafted
me yet,
so I guess it makes sense.

Sorry, Caleb.

But seriously
America,
get yourself together.

We can’t do this again.

Oh yeah,
and stop funding wars
would you?

I wonder how many
little kareems
there are in Gaza,
wanting to play sports,
deserving safety,
but instead
sitting in the rubble of buildings,
with no clue
as to why their whole world
is exploding
around them.

11/6/24

Repeat

I guess
it’s
him
again.

11/17/24

Play

We play against the Packers,
and by we,
I mean, the Bears,
and by play,
I mean lose-
because
Caleb gets pummeled
by cheeseheads.

And that blocked field goal!!!!?

It’s easier to yell
on the sidelines,
moan about their mistakes
when
I
am
still
a free agent.

Although,
I feel the opposite of free.

In fact, I feel like
I’ve lost all of
my freedoms
altogether.

12/8/24

Return

Today,
I wake up,
and like a player on special teams
returning
the football
for a touchdown, something I thought
was never going to happen,
happens.

But when Mama walks into my room
tears spilling out of her eyes,
telling me
about Damascus being liberated,
about Assad fleeing,
about the possibility of visiting Syria again,
going to my Jido’s city,
a flame
rekindles,
one I thought
was
extinguished.

I need to call Fadi
and tell him.

Syria is free.

12/10/24

Interception

An interception
is an unexpected change of game.

Like a Free Syria
coming to inspire me.

A Syria freed by its people.

Whatever is coming
next year,
we can
triumph over 45, now 47
again.

As long as we stand together.

Hope,
an unexpected
change in movement.

One that can happen,
as long as we
keep seeking,
working,
looking
for
it.

1/1/2025

Wave

I know times are looking
tough.

I know the world is
sounding its
sirens.

I know the future
feels like its
on fire.

But we can’t give up.

A stadium wave starts with
one hand

going

up,

one person standing,

then others

joining, one by one by one,

until the whole stadium

is uplifted by the sight of

everyone moving together

in synchrony.

Drop after drop
of goodness, kindness, solidarity,
grow together until we make a
WAVE of change in our world,
AN OCEAN of possibilities,
a dream
of a better future.

Together we rise.

 

 

Read with NBF | Seven Empty Houses

From Seven Empty Houses by Samanta Schweblin, translated by Megan McDowell, published by Riverhead Books, an imprint of Penguin Publishing Group, a division of Penguin Random House, LLC. Copyright © 2022 by Samanta Schweblin/Megan McDowell.

“My Parents and My Children”

“Where are your parents’ clothes?” asks Marga. She crosses her arms and waits for my answer. She knows I don’t know. On the other side of the picture window, my parents are running naked in the backyard.

“It’s almost six, Javier,” Marga tells me. “What’s going to happen when Charly comes back from the store with the kids and they see their grandparents chasing each other around?”

“Who’s Charly?” I ask.

I think I know who Charly is— he’s the great- new- man my ex- wife is dating— but at some point I would like for her to explain that to me.

“They’re going to die of shame when they see their grandparents, that’s what’s going to happen.”

“They’re sick, Marga.”

She sighs. I take deep breaths and count slowly to keep from turning bitter, to instill patience, to give Marga the time she needs. I say:

“You wanted the kids to see their grandparents. You wanted me to bring my parents out here, because you thought this place, three hundred kilometers from my house, would be a good spot for a vacation.”

“You said they were better.”

Behind Marga, my father sprays my mother with the hose. When he sprays her tits, my mother holds her tits. When he sprays her ass, my mother holds her ass.

“You know how they get if you take them out of their environment,” I say. “And outdoors . . .”

Is it my mother who holds what my father sprays, or is it my father who sprays what my mother holds?

“Uh- huh. So if I’m going to invite you to spend a few days with your children, whom, I might add, you haven’t seen in three months, I have to anticipate the level of your parents’ excitement.”

My mother picks up Marga’s poodle and holds it over her head, spinning around. I try to keep my eyes trained on Marga to prevent her, at all costs, from turning toward them.

“I want to leave all this madness behind, Javier.”

This madness, I think.

“If that means you see the kids less . . . I can’t keep exposing them to this.”

“They’re just naked, Marga.”

She walks forward, and I follow. Behind us, the poodle is still spinning in the air. Before opening the front door Marga checks her hair in the windowpane and adjusts her dress. Charly is tall, strong, and brutish. He looks like the guy who announces the twelve o’clock news, only his body is swollen from exercise. My four-year- old daughter and my six- year- old son hang from his arms like two swim floaties. Charly delicately helps them fall, lowering his immense gorilla torso toward the ground and freeing himself to give Marga a kiss. Then he comes toward me, and for a moment I’m afraid he won’t be friendly. But he holds out his hand and he smiles.

“Javier, this is Charly,” says Marga.

I feel the kids crash into my legs and hug me. I squeeze Charly’s hand forcefully as he shakes my whole body. The kids pull away and run off.

“What do you think of the house, Javi?” asks Charly, his eyes looking upward and beyond me, as if it were a real and true castle they’d rented.

Javi, I think. This madness, I think.

The poodle appears, whimpering softly with its tail between its legs. Marga picks it up, and while the dog licks her she wrinkles her nose and coos, “My- widdlepuppums- my- widdle- puppums.” Charly looks at her with his head cocked to one side, maybe just trying to understand. Then Marga turns abruptly toward him, alarmed, and says:

“Where are the kids?”

“They must be in the back,” says Charly, “in the yard.”

“I don’t want them to see their grandparents like that.”

All three of us turn from side to side, but we don’t see them.

“See, Javier, this is precisely the kind of thing I want to avoid,” says Marga, taking a few steps away. “Kids!”

She heads around the house toward the backyard. Charly and I follow.

“How was the road?” asks Charly.

He mimes the movement of turning a steering wheel with one hand, simulates changing gears to accelerate with the other. There is stupidity and eagerness in each one of his movements.

“I don’t drive.”

He bends down to pick up some toys on the path and sets them aside; now his brow is furrowed. I’m afraid of reaching the yard and finding my kids and my parents together. No, what I’m afraid of is Marga finding them together, and the great scene of recrimination that will follow. But Marga is alone in the middle of the yard, waiting for us with her fists on her hips. She heads back inside and we go into the house behind her. We are her most humble followers, and that means I have something in common with Charly, some kind of kinship. Could he really have enjoyed the highway on his drive?

“Kids!” Marga shouts up the stairs. She’s furious but she contains herself, maybe because Charly still doesn’t know her very well. She comes back and sits on a stool in the kitchen. “We need something to drink, don’t we?”

Charly takes a bottle of soda from the refrigerator and pours three glasses. Marga takes a couple sips and sits looking out into the yard for a moment.

“This is really bad.” She stands up again. “This is really bad. I mean, they could be doing anything.” And now she does look at me.

“Let’s check again,” I say, but by then she’s already headed out to the backyard.

She comes back a few seconds later.

“They’re not there,” she says. “My god, Javier, they’re not there.”

“They are there, Marga, they have to be somewhere.”

Charly goes out the front door, crosses the front yard, and follows the dirt tracks that lead to the road. Marga goes up the stairs and calls to the kids from the second floor. I go outside and circle the house. I pass the open garage full of toys, buckets, and plastic shovels. I look up into the trees and see that the kids’ inflatable dolphin has been hung, strangled, from one of the branches. The rope is made of my parents’ jogging suits. Marga peers out from one of the windows and our eyes meet for a second. Is she looking for my parents, too, or just for the kids? I go into the house through the kitchen door. Charly is coming in just then through the front door, and he tells me from the living room:

“They’re not in front.”

His face is no longer friendly. Now he has two lines between his eyebrows and he’s overdoing his movements as if Marga were controlling him: he goes quickly from stillness to action, crouching under the table, looking behind the china cabinet, peering under the stairs, as if he would be able to locate the kids only if he took them by surprise. I find myself unable to look away from his movements, and I can’t focus on my own search.

“They’re not outside,” says Marga. “Could they have gone back to the car? The car, Charly, the car.”

I wait, but there are no instructions for me. Charly goes back outside, and Marga climbs the stairs again to the bedrooms. I follow her. She enters the one that’s apparently Simon’s, so I check Lina’s. We change rooms and look again. When I’m peering under Simon’s bed, I hear her curse.

“Motherfuckers,” she says, so I assume it’s not because she’s found the kids. Could she have found my parents?

***

We check the bathroom together, then the attic and the master bedroom. Marga opens the closets, pushes aside some clothes on hangers. There aren’t many things and they’re all very organized. It’s a summer house, I tell myself, but then I think about the real house where my wife and kids live, the house that used to be mine as well, and I realize it was always that way in this family— few things, well organized— and it had never done any good to push aside the clothes in search of something else. We hear Charly come back inside, and we meet him in the living room.

“They’re not in the car,” he tells my wife.

“This is your parents’ fault,” says Marga.

She pushes me by the shoulder.

“It’s your fault. Where the hell are my kids?” she shouts, and she goes running back out into the yard.

She calls to them from one side of the house and the other.

“What’s beyond the shrubs?” I ask Charly.

He looks at me and then back at my wife, who is still shouting.

“Simon! Lina!”

“Are there neighbors on the other side of the bushes?” I ask.

“I don’t think so. I don’t know. There are estates. Parcels. The houses are really big.”

He might be right to hesitate, but he seems like the stupidest man I’ve met in my life. Marga returns.

“I’m going first,” she says, and she pushes between us. “Simon!”

“Dad!” I shout, walking behind Marga. “Mom!”

Marga is a few meters ahead of me when she stops and picks something up from the ground. It’s something blue, and she holds it with her fingertips, as if it were a dead animal. It’s Lina’s sweatshirt. She turns around to look at me. She’s about to say something, curse me up and down again, but then she sees that farther on there’s another piece of clothing and she goes toward it. I feel the looming shadow of Charly behind me. Marga picks up Lina’s fuchsia shirt, and farther on one of her sneakers, and farther still, Simon’s T- shirt.

There are more clothes on the road, but Marga stops short and turns back to us.

“Call the police, Charly. Call the police now.”

“Sweetie, there’s no need for that . . .” says Charly.

Sweetie, I think.

“Call the police, Charly.”

Charly turns around and hurries back toward the house. Marga picks up more clothing. I follow her. She picks up another piece and stops before the last one. It’s Simon’s little shorts. They’re yellow and a bit twisted up. Marga does nothing. Maybe she can’t bend down for the shorts, maybe she doesn’t have the strength. She has her back to me and her body seems to start to shake. I approach slowly, trying not to startle her. The shorts are tiny. They could fit on my hands, four fingers in one hole, my thumb in the other.

“They’ll be here in a minute,” says Charly, coming out of the house. “They’re sending a patrol car.”

“You and your family, I’m going to . . .” says Marga, coming toward me.

“Marga . . .”

I pick up the trunks and then Marga lunges at me. I try to stand firm, but I lose my balance. I shield my face from her slaps. Charly is already here and trying to separate us. The patrol car pulls up and sounds its siren once. Two policemen get quickly out and rush to help Charly.

“My kids aren’t here,” says Marga, “my kids aren’t here,” and she points to the shorts dangling from my hand.

“Who is this man?” asks one of the cops. “Are you the husband?” they ask Charly.

We try to explain ourselves. Contrary to my first impression, neither Marga nor Charly seems to blame me. They just plead for the kids.

“My children are lost and they’re with two crazy people,” says Marga.

But the cops only want to know why we were fighting. Charly’s chest starts to swell, and for a moment I’m afraid he’s going to go after the cops. I let my hands fall in resignation the way Marga had done with me earlier, but the second cop’s eyes just follow the movement of the shorts in alarm.

“What are you looking at?” asks Charly.

“What?” says the cop.

“You’ve been looking at those shorts since you got out of the car. You want to let someone know there are two missing kids?”

“My kids,” repeats Marga. She stands firmly in front of one of the policemen and repeats it many times; she wants the cop to focus on what’s important. “My kids, my kids, my kids.”

“When did you see them last?” the other cop finally asks.

“They’re not in the house,” says Marga. “They took them.”

“Who took them, ma’am?”

I shake my head and try to interrupt, but the police beat me to it.

“Are you talking about a kidnapping?”

“They could be with their grandparents,” I say.

“They’re with two naked old people,” says Marga.

“And whose clothing is that, ma’am?”

“It’s my kids’.”

“Are you telling me that there are children and adults naked and together?”

“Please,” says Marga’s now-broken voice.

For the first time I wonder how dangerous it really is for your kids to be going around naked with your parents.

“They could be hiding,” I say. “We can’t rule that out yet.”

“And who are you?” asks one cop, while the other is already radioing the station.

“I’m the husband,” I say.

So the officer looks at Charly now. Marga faces him down again, and I’m afraid she’s going to refute my words, but she says:

“Please: my children, my children.”

The first cop leaves the radio and comes over:

“Parents in the car, and the gentleman”— indicating Charly— “stays here in case the kids come back to the house.”

We stand looking at him.

“Get in, let’s go, we have to move fast.”

“No way,” says Marga.

“Ma’am, please, we have to be sure they’re not going toward the highway.”

Charly pushes Marga toward the patrol car and I follow her. We get in and I close my door with the car already moving. Charly is standing, looking at us, and I wonder if those three hundred kilometers of exciting driving had been done with my kids in the car. The cruiser backs up a little and we pull away and head toward the highway, fast. Just then I turn around to look at the house. I see them, all four of them: behind Charly, past the front yard, my parents and my children, naked and soaking wet in the living room’s picture window. My mother is rubbing her tits against the glass and Lina does it, too, staring at her in fascination. Simon imitates the two of them with his ass cheeks. They’re shouting with joy, but no one hears. Someone yanks the shorts from my hand and I hear Marga curse the cops. There is noise from the radio. The police are shouting to the station, and they say the words “adults and minors” twice, “kidnapping” once, and “naked” three times, while my ex- wife punches her fists into the back of the driver’s seat. So I tell myself, Don’t open your mouth, and Not a peep, because I see my father looking at me: his old torso tanned by the sun, his soft sex between his legs. He’s smiling triumphantly and he seems to recognize me. He hugs my mother and my children, slowly, warmly, without pulling anyone away from the glass.

Read with NBF | The Rabbit Hutch

The Rabbit Hutch, by Tess Gunty was the 2023 National Book Award Winner for Fiction.
Shared with permission by Tess Gunty and Penguin Random House.